Thursday, March 31, 2011

Post promise

Hello all

I'm still trying to decide about the future of my blog but have decided that I'm not going to post until I've got to 85kg, which is the halfway mark of my weight loss journey. I can't believe it has taken me 4 months to get 85.5kg. As soon as I get this pesky 500 grams off, I'll write. Lots has been going on.

Speak soon and thank you for all your lovely messages as usual.

I'll be back.


Wednesday, March 16, 2011

The beginning of the end?

I haven't blogged in ages.

There are several reasons for this.

1. I've been flat out finishing off my last unit of uni and starting the next two. I'm happy to report I got two high distinctions for my final assessments which means I got a distinction over all for the unit. Not bad for my first foray into university study.

2. I feel uneasy about certain people reading my blog. I don't know if I am going to be able to write with as much freedom as I did in the past. I regret so much putting a link on my twitter account to this blog which must have been how this person found me. I've deleted it now but the damage is done. I knew writing a blog meant that my words were going out there for anyone to read but that feeling of anonymity, which gave me the freedom to write without worrying about people who knew me reading about my life, has gone. I might even abandon this blog and start another but I won't put a link to it here. I'm undecided.

3. I am still in plateauville with my band and I don't want to keep going on with the same bullshit about not losing weight when I'm not really trying at the moment anyway. I'm not really being bad with food and I haven't gone back to the way I was, so I'm not gaining, but I'm not losing either. I really need a fill and my next appointment is 21 March so maybe I'll get back to losing then.

Generally I've been pretty good. Noo is being his usual wonderful self and we've been getting up to some fun adventures around town. All is good with my family and my studies are going ok too. Basically just going along nicely.

Like everyone else watching from afar, the ongoing Japanese crisis just seems extraordinarily terrible and almost unbelievable because of the enormity of it. My heart goes out to everyone there who is suffering.

So that is it for now. I don't know what I'm going to do going forward. Still thinking about it.

Hope all is well out there in bandit blogland.